I'm SUPER SAD!

Today i make my girlfriend cry and i feel so sad right now i feel like a total idiot to make her cry makes me a monster to make her sad i feel like a killer to make her go this pain make me a bad person. I'm so sorry to you mine for giving this hardship to you for being an immature person to you for not being good to you for being pain in the ass for being so childish for making u cry i deserve this kind of feeling right now being a nobody for being so sad that my heart is breaking to realized that i made her cry for crying right now but today it make me realized how stupid i am how irritating my whole personality maybe its time to change i don't want to make her cry again this time it will be different. To you mine i'm so sorry for the tears you shed because of me for the hardship i bring you for now on its gonna be different if you just give me one more shot.

SouL20

i am legend is the best!

This is the Korean series that i'm watching right now Jun Seol starts a band to get her life back on track. She recently divorced her husband after realizing that she deserved to be treated better by her husband's family. Her band mates are also 'ahjummas' who also have personal problems of their own. this is the story of a girl who wants to find her own happiness in life its nothing wrong to be a single person as long as your happy and contented in your life its all that matters. Seeing this Korean drama series make me realized that no matter what your age are as long as your happy of what your doing you should be proud in your self and theres nothing wrong in playing in the band when your 30+ or 40+ as long as you love your craft you can do whatever you want to do in life plus there's no saying you can't play in the band because of your age love life and leave life to the fullest.

SouL20

Angry as HELL!

I want to say this day is so irritating because first my dad wake me up like he was mad because of sleeping until 12pm and then he said what time are you planning to wake up huh! and then i said what is your problem then he reply me with a face like i was like an enemy then he said contact your mom and sister i don't have money here then i said okey! i will so please go out of my room then he said the shocking words that its only your job in this house that you contact your mom in the computer your what are you a retard damn! that man i really hate him but i'm so sad right now because my girlfriend in mad at me to i promise her yesterday that i will write so many blog so i just want to say to my girlfriend i'm sorry so don't be mad okey i love you mwah!^^ anyway this picture reminds me of Jacob in the movie TWILIGHT i really love that movie its show even if your a monster you have a right to be in love and beloved at the same time even if its take so many hardship love will concurs all so to my mine i love you and sorry mwah!^^

SouL20